Larry Hagman's interview at "Entertainment Tonight"
BOB GOEN: Why the book now?
LARRY HAGMAN: Well, I got bored. For years, people kept asking me to
write a book, and I just didn't want to do it. And then finally I had a lot of
time on my hands -- I'm not retired, I'm out of work! So I decided to write a
book. Todd Gold, who interviewed me a lot for People magazine,
said he'd love to do it.
BOB: Is it difficult for you to remember all these tall tales?
LARRY: I can't remember what I had for breakfast at times! I can remember
the things I did 30 years ago, those are the easy ones. And I had a lot of fun,
and I think a lot of fun kind of erased my memory!
BOB: Were there any stories in here that you weren't comfortable with
your family knowing?
LARRY: I took them out. I mean, that would hurt people. There's nothing
in there that would be uncomfortable for anybody. In your life there are a lot
of things you carry a grudge about. I didn't put in any of that stuff, and not
only that, I didn't remember most of them! I remember the good times, not the
bad times.
BOB: Well, some of these stories have got to be painful and surprising to
your children. The story where you almost euthanized your father, was that news
to your family?
LARRY: No, no, we've been laughing about that for years!
BOB: What did you do; how did that happen?
LARRY: Dad had this stroke, and he went from 250 lbs. to 90 lbs. I'd come
down and visit him -- I was doing "
BOB: And your mom was Mary Martin. Was it difficult growing up the
son of a celebrity?
LARRY: No, I didn't know any different. That's the way life was, so it
was just like everyday stuff. I didn't live with her very long. I lived with her
a year, and that was all. I lived with my grandmother until I was 12. When she
died, I moved in with my mother and stepfather and I lived there for a year. We
didn't get along too well, my stepfather and I, and so I was shipped off to
school, which, thank God, saved me from killing him. Or saved him from killing
me. I didn't get to know her until later years, until I was into my thirties,
forties.
BOB: You guys weren't that far apart in age, actually.
LARRY: No, she was 17 years older than I was. I was brought up like she
was my sister!
BOB: Were there any pressures you felt, being Mary Martin's son and
having to live up to that level of expectation?
LARRY: No, I don't think so, because I didn't live with her.
BOB: Was it a hindrance or a help?
LARRY: In my career it was a big help, got my foot in the door. My first
Broadway show was Comes a Day with Cheryl Crawford. She was the
producer, and she was a very good friend of my mother's. So I got a reading and
got the part. I'm a firm believer in nepotism.
BOB: Silent Sundays, what is that, how did that start?
LARRY: What happened was, I was doing "I Dream of Jeannie," and
I was doing a scene in a rodeo using a trampoline and jumping up onto horses and
falling and flipping -- I did all my own stunts on that show -- and I was
yelling. I woke up the next day, luckily it was a Saturday, and I didn't have
any voice, couldn't talk, so the doctor said, "Don't talk on Saturdays,"
so I didn't talk on Sundays either. The next week I tried it again and my voice
cleared up. That's what started it off. It lasted about 20, 25 years. I don't do
it as often now.
BOB: The other significant episode that happened on "I Dream of
Jeannie" was when you had the nervous breakdown...
LARRY: Well, my wife was pregnant with my second son, and she was
diagnosed with exhaustion and they gave her a drug, which was a light speed, and
she said, "You want to lose some weight? Take these, a doctor prescribed
it." So we thought it was okay. Then I ran out, so I went to get more. It
says the medication may become habit-forming, and I thought, "That's a
bunch of baloney; I've been taking this for five years." So I decided to
quit, but quitting smoking and speed at the same time -- I just fell apart!
BOB: I remember asking you if you were afraid of dying. You said you
weren't afraid of dying, you're afraid of pain. That's a result of taking LSD,
you think?
LARRY: Yeah, and it's illegal because it opens up your mind to all kinds
of facets of existence, and that's frightening for every government. I don't
blame them.
BOB: You smoked marijuana for the first time with Jack Nicholson?
LARRY: Yeah, that was pretty cool. I was down in Acapulco, and he said,
"You're drinking too much," and he was right. So he said, "Smoke
this stuff," and I did, and it opened me up to a lot of things too. It's a
calming drug. It's not a drug; it's an herb.
BOB: So you were drinking too much then?
LARRY: Yeah, I drank too much since I was 14.
BOB: As I read the book, it didn't seem like you dwelled on the abuse of
alcohol. You were really putting it away?
LARRY: Yeah, well, you have to. The more you drink, the more you have to.
I never got blackouts, I just reached a level and I stayed there. It gives you
energy to a certain point, and it was okay. I wish I hadn't done it. I wish I'd
quit drinking when I quit smoking. It was a waste of time, and after a while I
just did it to stay normal.